Randomly at 8:30 last night there was a screeching cry from this little girl's room. I tried to comfort her the best I could, but nothing seemed to help, it just made her more exasperated. After prolonged sshhhh-ing I finally got her to calm down and sink into deep sleep. This babe knows who her dada is and knows when something isn't right. She knew that she didn't get swaddled in a towel by him after bath time last night, she knew she missed out on cuddle time in the bed with him, she knew she didn't get a goodnight kiss from him. She knew. Somehow and someway she has this built in intuition.
BUT
We did get through the day and through the night, thanks to full conversations with God and Him helping us through it. We got through the toughest day there is, being alone after you just said goodbye. Today is a new day, with new mercies, new breath, new mindset, new perspective, and more motivation to keep strong.
We miss him.
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